Apr
01
2009

I want to just give up

I want to just give up.
Lock it all away.
Never look back.
Never see the pain.
Let it all die.
Never see what I’ve become.
Never see what I’ve done.
Let the scars fade.
Never bother with it.
Never do any of it.
I didn’t mean it.
None of it.
Didn’t want the drugs.
Didn’t want to be me.
I want to hide.
I want to leave.
Never asking for help.
Never looking for attention.
Scars are all I see.
Pain is all I feel.
I don’t know who I am.
Not anymore.
I’m not who I want to be.
I’m not who you want me to be.
I’m nothing to anybody.
I’m nothing to me.
I want to just give up.

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2 Comments »

  • bobbie

    this poem is very sad blade. wondering if this one has something to do with the other one.

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    Comment | April 2, 2009
  • xXFireBladeXx

    no relation to the other poem. Just how I was feeling at the time.

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    Comment | April 10, 2009

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