I would like to share with you a beautiful heart warming story. Unlike the chilling events from earlier years, this particular story is very spiritual and almost magical. Being a very special time of year, Mother’s Day weekend with the moon at her fullest, I believe this would be very appropriate.
My youngest daughter had moved very far away. I often thought of her and missing her of course; and praying for her safety and well being. It seemed as though when I would think of her a lot; I would hear from her. This one particular Saturday afternoon during the early spring, I received a call from her. She seemed full of despair and total unhappiness. She mentioned how upset being away from the family made her feel. Sharing all these emotions with me; I could actually feel her pitiful energies from over all those miles away.
I asked her if she would indulge me and accommodate me with a very special ceremony I needed to do. She said, “Of course mommyâ€. She called me that until her early twenties. I used to love that. She asked me what she needed to do.  I told her, all she had to do was go outside and look up at the full moon at a certain time, we were I few hours apart, and she had to picture my face up there. I told her how I was going to be wearing my hairstyle and also the beautiful earrings she had sent me. I didn’t know why I had to tell her how I was going to be styling my hair that night but I felt it was important, maybe even crucial. She agreed to this. This had to be done in perfect timing.
That evening, I went to the park, just before midnight. It was a beautiful warm night; I had offered what I needed to offer for my prayers. I looked up at the beautiful full moon and started to pray; I asked that beautiful moon to take all that pain my daughter was experiencing in her life’s journey; so far away and so alone. The unbearable hurt she was being subjective to and the abuse in that relationship, all her confusion and un-decisiveness, her feeling of being so all alone and unloved, and so terribly homesick.
During my prayers in that ceremony as I was looking up at that beautiful full moon, I was picturing my darling daughter’s face up there as well – it was then that I started to feel all those incredible emotions, my eyes filled with so many painful tears and memories of being lost, unwanted and unloved. Unable to contain myself at that point, feeling so overwhelmed, I could barely make out that beautiful moon as I neared the end of my ceremony. The last thing I had said was that if it was meant to be, please return my daughter safely to me.
As I turned away from the moon, and started back to my car, something stopped me, I know not what and I looked up again at that beautiful moon in all her glorious fullness. I saw my daughter’s face up there and I heard a soft voice whisper “I love you mommyâ€. As I turned away I realized it was her soft voice.
Upon reaching my apartment, I had to call my daughter. My housemate was home  waiting up for me; he said, “you have to be very careful with those full moon ceremoniesâ€, I guess he was a little concerned on how I looked when I walked in. I looked quite spent, and very pale. I was actually feeling beside myself. I never ever quite felt like that before, ever in my life.
He quickly went to fetch me a hot cup of tea; I had to sort of catch my breathe; before I dialed my daughter. It was around 12:30 a.m, my time and 10:30 p.m. her time.
When I finally reached her, she was so excited. She said, “Oh mommy I was so worried earlier, I couldn’t see where the full moon was because of the overcastâ€. But she decided to keep trying to find it after she bought her stamps. All of a sudden as she was looking up; the clouds started to part and there in all her beautiful glory was that full moon. My daughter then told me, she started to picture my face up there – with those pewter earrings on and my special hair style. After a time she started to cry – but these were tears of joy and happiness. She told me she no longer felt terribly homesick and all alone. You see I had taken that from her. Those were all the painful emotions I brought home that night. I later told her what she said to that full moon as she looked up, before the clouds covered her again. I told her, she said “I love you Mommy†and she started to cry. Our full moon ceremony was affirmed, with the last little statement. She had told me that – that was exactly what she had said, verbatim.
A couple of months had passed and I was at the airport to see my beautiful daughter returning home. It was one of life’s many lessons, I’m sure a lot daughters experience. Prayers do get answered, with or without full moon ceremonies. All it takes is faith, hope and the power of prayer.
During full moon ceremonies, one has to burn their kept hair in the sacred fire, you see the hair is very important. It is known is some cultures as the extension of ones own spirituality, that’s where ones own strength comes from. This was the importance of the hair being mentioned during that special night of the full moon.
This being my gift to you all, Happy Mother’s Day, on this beautiful full moon weekend.
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